I literally hate everybody. I can’t believe I’m saying this but I just want to go back to prov right now I don’t even care. What is wrong with me I will never know like I can’t even stand to be conscious right now. I wish there was a place I could go where I could just scream and cry and break things and just break down completely and let all the bad inside me flood out. Just bleed it out. I’ve been feeling this for so long. I hate everybody I don’t care anymore I don’t I don’t I don’t 

If you saw me right now you would think I’m lying because I am that good at hiding it