I am ending today on a sweet note. I will not be upset. I am letting my cares go for I don’t want to care anymore. I also don’t want to feel anymore. It is perfection. Everything happens for a reason and whatever happens will happen. 

I think I’m going to put away all the regular and fall decorations in a little bit in preparation for tomorrow. The house is already clean so I don’t have to worry about that. I will be decorating the whole house tomorrow like I do every year. I know it’s early considering it’ll only be the 23rd but I go back to prov the 27th and don’t come back until the 20th so I want to feel Christmas as much as I can because right now I am not in the mood.